If one more fucking person tries to tell me that my stepdad is “such a great guy” and a “great father” and “the best father you could ever have” I WILL FUCKING SHOOT THEM IN THE FUCKING FACE.
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So this is the little girl i’ve been spending most of my summer with (: I love my baby sister Gracie so muchhhh.
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Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Dear someone that’s not in your state/country,
I miss all of you, all of my aunts, uncles, grandparents, dad, stepmom, sister, friends, all of you.
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Day 15 — The person you miss the most
See day 11.
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Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Dear someone I’ve drifted away from,
This happens every year, during soccer since we’re all basically forced to be together every day we’re all so close. And we go out for dinner after games, or go get milkshakes, and we’re all always together. Then when soccer’s over, we all “hi” when we see each other around school, and to be honest it’s kind of annoying. Now I didn’t like every single person on the soccer team this year, but the ones I did like, I wish we would all still hang out all the time, and I wish we were still that close rather than hanging out every once and a while.
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My aunts here :]
AND I FINALLY GOT MY IPOD TOUCH BACK AFTER LIKE 2 YEARS. YAAAAAAY!
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I need to stop listening to Kid Cudi.
He’s been on replay for like 4 hours.
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Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
I have nobodyyyy.
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Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Dear the person I hate the most,
I’ll come straight out with it, I really hate you. I do not give two fucks that you keep “a roof over my head” you don’t fucking have to. People always say how much of a great man you are, but they don’t fucking know you. They don’t know that you are really the most selfish person in the fucking world. Everything you fucking do annoys me. Everything you say I just want to tell you to fuck off and punch you in the fucking face. I think the saddest thing is that my brothers and sister have to put up with a father like you, because if you were my dad I would fucking kill you. My mother deserves so much better than you, she might as well be a single mother because all you do is go to LA and work all week, and you don’t even fucking work, with all your facebook stautes and fucking pictures of where you’re staying, such a hard life right? Why don’t you come home and take care of your two month old son, fucking hold him. Or take your two kids to school, or do something rather than work. And even when you’re not working, you’re laying on the couch screaming at the kids to shut up. You shut the fuck up. I fucking wish my mother never met you. I wish you were never fucking born. I wish you would fucking go the fuck away. I hate you, more than anyone, ever. I hate you and I can’t wait to get out of this house and never have to see you again. Because I hate you.
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Day 11- A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Dear a deceased person I wish i could talk to,
I miss you more than anything in the world. I think about you every single day, and the weirdest things remind me of you. Every single song, every time I catch myself smiling or laughing, every time I see Alex smile, every time I see anything i really really like, cute boys, funny people, just everything. The other day when I went to the movies with Alex, we were just about to sit down and Run was on that preview for the Zac Efron movie, and that’s your song, and I thought Alex would get upset, but he just pinched my back and smiled, and I just really felt like you were with me, and I was so happy, because I’ve never felt like that before. It’s so hard not to cry whenever I hear Alex talk about you, it’s not fair that he’s only 16 and he lost his mom. I really do miss you, and I’d do anything to get you back. I love you so much.
